Well I haven't posted on here in a while. Mainly because I've been pretty busy diving right back into work. 

Trying to put everything behind me that had happened the past couple of months. Cancer is constantly on my mind. I can't seem to stop thinking about it, even though I am done with everything besides follow ups now, I always think about it. Everything seems to remind me of it. I don't know if I'm suffering some sort of PTSD. 

Finally after nearly 3 weeks I hear from the hospital about my FMLA and..... they have denied me! What the f*ck is that shit! They told me I still didn't have enough hours in. Are you kidding me? I worked all the hours they told me I needed an then some. It just kills me how this place treats their sick employees. I have cancer and you can't give me a fucking FMLA!? Don't expect me to go out on a limb for you, expect me to look for a new job, which is exactly what in doing. Take that job and shove it!

Rant over.